Snow and winter blues

It's now officially winter, though in my heart, it has been winter for some time.

My girlfriend and I are no more and I am trying to figure out how to be friends in order to keep some connection to her. I am deeply saddened and feel all kinds of things about this. I had figured us to be "the shit" and that we would find ways to persevere through hardships and the ups and downs of life.

Now, I am alone and miserable. Couple this with the horrid holiday season and, yep, I got the Blues bad.